Oh Gal :(

Oh Gal...
Why did you have to hurt me so much ?

That girl has again ruined my day.I feel pity on them cause the only job they do is talk about people.How can they be so....aimless,thoughtless and senseless.I don't give a bloody damn to them,I do not care what they speak at my back,I do not think I should even stoop down to be a part of their messy conversation but I am hurt.....Badly hurt...
Yesterday,I saw her pointing fingers at me..I know she was splitting her venom out.What the bloody hell she thinks of herself?Who gave her the right to speak about me?Why doesn't she gathers up the courage to speak to me?I mean,I am simply amazed by the variety of faces she wears.Double faced people,I knew but she has some hundreds of them.

Not only I feel sad for her but for those who find her sweeeeet.Where the hell from?I think they have not yet learned to see the face behind her pretty looks.Its scary,I tell you..I am annoyed with myself too.

I cried  cried like hell cause of her.How could I?Why did I let her scary looks pinch my heart?How did I let her sharp words enter my heart?

It's all my fault....cause I let her hurt me...I did hurt myself..

Addicted..

You are my "Cigar" ,
I am addicted of you..

Guys are Guys...

This post I had stealed away from Vishal Raj - This is my life   ,the wonderful blog I discovered today.I was amazed to know the below listed facts about guys.Hope you enjoy reading.

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
5. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
6. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
7. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
8. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
9. When a girl says 'no', a guy hears it as 'try again tomorrow'....... so true.
10. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
11. Guys love their moms.
12. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
13. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
14. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
15. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
16. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
17. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.
18. Guys are very open about themselves.
19. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
20. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
21. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
22. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice ... very true.
23. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
24. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
25. Guys think too much.
26. Guys fantasies are unlimited.
27. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does! ... very true.
28. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
29. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
30. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
31. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
32. Guys hate girls who overreact.
33. Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

All i need ...

White Rose

Smile of a baby

Time with myself

My diary

My school friends

Cycling in rain.

What if...

What if ,I had to celebrate my birthday alone....

What if , I had no one to talk to...

What if I had to walk alone on beaches...

What if I had lost my way to home....

What if,I had to hide my tears....

What if,I had to be alone...

What if,I hide away from everyone...

What if,I say I can't take any more...

Nikita and beliefs ;)

Nikita
People with this name tend to be natural leaders, self-sufficient, and ambitious. They generally want to make their own decisions in life and are not afraid to take charge or manage a situation. It is important for them to avoid extremes of bossiness or shyness. They tend to be too impulsive. Professionally, they can be successful in political leadership, celebrity status, or as a small business owner.

It means -
Unconquered,Unknown and Undefeatable in Russian Language.
Beautiful in Sanskrit.
Victorious and Unconquered in Greece.

Earth Ganges,Flower,A dew drop from heaven and Beautiful like moon in Indian Language.

What men want !!!

My inspiration for the post is Sourav C. Pandey at ...in love with me and life.
I believe men and women can't exist without each other.A man needs a mother to be born,a sister to play with,a girlfriend/wife to shower his life with love,a grand mom to take care of his small things and a daughter to take him back to innocent childhood days and vice versa.

As far as I have understood men ,they don't want much from women.Here is the short list,I had like to share with all men and women ;

1.You want women to be beautiful,caring,loving,sympathetic,professional,good home maker and in short everything.
2.You want us to trust you guys,even if you're phone is busy at 12 midnight,even if you're busy on sunday,even if you're attracted to a new colleague in office.
3.You guys are the most afraid of commiting relationships.
4. You people don't like us to peep into your privacy or ask you how long you had been in late night party.
5.Its not that if we check your inbox or call list,we doubt your love.
6.You guys have a big Ego problem.You would not say "sorry"even if you know you're wrong cause you expect us to understand you are sorry rather than hear it.
7.You cant express your feelings,the way we do.The reason you give is " Everything can't be said".
8.You want us to leave you alone when you're depressed which makes us feel you don't trust us.
9. You absolutely forget someone is waiting for your Goodnight text when you're  with friends.
:)
Guys, I hope I have not annoyed you much..If you agree or disagree,please leave comments.

:)Nikita

Gals simply rock :)

Hey...this one is dedicated to all the sweet,sexy,hot and lovely girls.Here,we had like to get praised and loved for what we are.Guys out there,its a must for you all to read and leave comments .
:)

1.We are the best looking creation of God .

2.We can sense the rotten just by a smell.

3.We value emotion over reason.

4.We are more successful enterpreneurs.

5.We can handle many things at a time.Like, a woman making breakfast,talking on phone with her husband and being attentive to the door bell and welcoming the guests all together..

6.We make a home come alive.When a girl is at home,everything about her makes the home lively whether  a new dress or a dance competition or anything.

7.If we don't know anything about cars,It's okay.
8.Our boyfriend's clothes makes us look elfin and gorgeous- guys in ours,no comments.
9.Free drinks,Free dinner,Free movies (gals got the point).

10. We can hug our friends without wondering if WE'RE gay.

11.If we're dumb,some people may find it cute.

12.We can get anything in the world by using the weapon of tears.

13.We can fully assess a person just by looking at shoes.

14.We get lots of helps if we get lost on our way
15.Taxis stop for us.
16.We can act childish and be loved for it.
17.We can be weird and blame it on the time of the month.
18.We can scare male bosses with mysterious gynaecological disorder excuses.
19.We can go on talking about the things that do not exist.
;)

I am my dad's baby

I am my dad's baby,
I am his cutypie,
I love him more than life,
He is my precious jewel.


He taught me to be strong,
He lend me his arms when i fell,
He shouted on me when I was loud,
He made my life ,lovely place to dwell.


He never shows his emotions,
He never shows his pains.
He takes all the burden,
So that we walk in plain.


Here,I wana say "I love u Dad",
I am proud to be your princess,
I know how much you care for me,

Even though You never show.

- - - - - - - --

When I say. , " Oh ,I am fine".

I want you to look into my eyes and say,"Now,Tel me the truth."

Am i being cursed?

Am I being cursed?
Being born as a girl.
Why should I compromise?
Why do i need to cry?
 
Why should I always be good?
Why should I look beautiful?
Why do I live up to your expectations?
Why should I kill my dreams?

I too have a life within,
I can breathe like you too,
I can have dreams like you,
Why am I expected to be a doll?

I can have mood swings too,
I can get hurt like you,
Just cause I am the fragile one,
Are tears only my reward?

I am hating life at the moment,
Venom of my heart floats,
I am polluting my blog,I know.

There is no way out..

God,your creation is in pain,
Is this what you made a girl for,
To stumble, fall and wither in pain,
I heard you are fair ,Are you?

Sssssssshhhhhhh !!!!!!

Sssssshhhhhhh !!!!

I am in another world today.Do you know where?I am in my Blogging World where I met Ria,Seher,Feme Fatale,Harshita,Someone who loves Bronte Sisters,Lousia and many other beautiful souls whose blogs have added life to my day.

I realised how important it is to know how people are liking your blog?So,here I had like to request all my visitors to leave comments as it is the best recognition of a writer.I do not have even half the number of comments to that of the number of visitors...Kanjusi nhi beta...

There's no other Me..

I thought my blog should talk about me and only me..Quite arrogant,it may sound.It should talk about my close friends,my philosophies of life,my dreams,my aspirations,my worries,my pains.It is a place where my thoughts speak ,whisper,discuss and come to a conclusion.There's no other "Me".



I am a non-speaker cause I prefer being a writer.Folks find me arrogant and secretive but that's not me.Its just that I am a bit reserved and introvert by nature.I am an open book to those whom i can rely upon.

I love beaches..I love the feeling of walking on wet sands where waves tickle your feets .The deep waters mean to me - peace,eternity and stability .

I am a lover of books.I love reading all kinds of stuff - love stories,fiction,horror,adventure.I get fully involved in the characters and events of the book, I read and cant tolerate any disturbance at that point of time.

I have not been able to find quite a few men or women who think like me.I always find myself standing alone when in a discussion.

Criticising people is not my cup of tea.I feel its  job of illiterate people to talk about men.People would not enjoy my company while discussing folks.

I hate if my poems and articles are read by people who do not have intellect to understand and find it something out of the world.

I do not appreciate wearing faces at occassions.I am myself,whether appreciated or looked down upon.

I hold on to philosophies of my own.I love searching web for quotes and content that can either inspire me or touch me.

I like to stay lost in my own dream world than being a part of the materialistic world that aims to change you into one of those crooks.

Tha'ts about me...

What else could I desire..

I need nothing more,
If you are with me,
If you'll stand by me,
What else could I desire.

I feel eternal bliss,
When I look at you,
Its a gift of god to me,
What else could I desire.

You are my sunshine,
You my sparkling star,
A true friend you are,
What else could I desire.

My wishes come true,
My dreams come alive,
I feel everything blue,
What else could I desire.

wHen a g@L sTay$ QuIet..

:)
 Hey...dis one i got from a wonderful blog by Divaa Divine...loved it...

When a gal stays quiet,she speaks the most.Here are few of the thing$.Hope you enjoy Re@ding ;

    When she stares at your mouth - Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks she’s stronger than you - Grab her and don’t let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough - Kiss her just say you love her

When she’s quiet –Just hug, it is not all that important to ask

When she pulls away - Pull her back (yes women like a little aggression)

When you see her at her worst – Just take her to the mirror embrace her – she’ll know what you are trying to tell

When you see her starting to cry - Just hold her and don’t say a word or maybe shhhhhhshhh in a polite manner could do

When she’s scared – Your hug will protect her

When she says that she loves you - she really does more than you can understand.

When she grabs at your hands - Hold her’s and play with her fingers.

When she looks at you in your eyes – don’t look away until she does

When she says it’s over - she still wants you to be hers and is just angry

When she reposts this bulletin - she wants you to read it GET THE HINT

Think about it..

" Aleister Cronolous.

I slept with Faith and found a corpse in my arms on awakening : I drank and danced all night with doubt and found her Virgin in the morning"

Reality...

This conversation is someone else's creation  but had touched me ...

Him - Do you miss me?
Her - Sometimes.
Him- I miss you whenever I feel lonely and depressed.
Her - Thanks,atleast you miss me .
Him - You have forgotten me na?
Her - How can I forget the beautiful times I had spent with you.
Him -Hmmm..I am feeling sleepy.
Her - Okay,U sleep.gudnight.


She opened her diary with tears rolling down on her cheeks and then wrote ... "you are still the same. you didn't change a bit. i'm sorry that I have changed a lot"

Day so..bright

Day so..bright,
Lovely the air,
Soothes me all,
Its a perfect day.

Fun every moment,
Smile on each face,
World looks beautiful,
All new in a day.

Beauty all around,
Trees look greener,
Sky clear like snow,
Looking in a new way.


Day so..bright,
Lovely the air,
Soothes me all,
Its a perfect day.

It isn't all..

It isn't all,
It can't be,
Was it all i wanted,
Why do not I smile?

I can't move,
I feel restrained,
I stand still,
Let me go away.

I am hurt,
I am cheated,
I feel ditched,
Why am i in prison?


Was I wrong,
Should I regret,
Should I forget,
Take me out of it.

I can't share,
I do not speak,
I can't go back,

I do not intend to go.