My life or something like it

life is something which comes with a different meaning each day.I have failed to define it in few abstract words.I feel a different person each day and i keep exploring myself as the life passes on.Sometimes, i feel by the time i would understand myself completely,my life would come near an end.Mistakes i did have taught me to e bold and brave and to face the world whatever it comes up with.

Summing up my life, lessons i had learnt , joys i spread, feelings that hurt me is my post...about my whole life in a few words...

1. I dream a lot.slightly more than other people do.my dreams are important part of my life.I visualise my future in my dreams..they have hurt me too when they deny to become a reality.i learned to expect them not to be reality always.

2.Emotions are much higher in my life than practicality..I do not understand why do people say i should be practical..how does my bloody life affect you..if i fall down , i would get up on my own.let me pave my own way.Know well  i M  kid at heart but please stop treating me like  a child.Tears are no sign of weakness for me but true strenght.

3 . Fairy tales do come true.All you need is to have faith in them.My life had been like a fairy tale too..perfect love and romance.What i believe is love has the power to change the world.chaning a person is too easy a task.when you love truly , you get back love.keep faith alive.

4.Transparency is another trait of me.When i cant be the way i truly am with you ,  i would leave.I need to e made feel at home.and its not that tough..I expect people around me to wear no faces and just ne transparent.I need to peep inside your heart and soul to see your true beauty.

5.I want my man to be true to me always.I would allow you do anything in the world just let me know you want to.I would ive away my life for your sake just do not let my love o in vain.reciprocate your love and i would be all yours..always walkin with you through all the troubles forever.

6. I do not find it easy to tolerate double standards and low mentality.why do you keep looking at the world from a window..come outside and see how beautiful this world is...all you need is to widen your horizon...

7. Family to me is perfect place to be, to feel comfortable and free.I love my family and no matter wee fight over small things when time comes, we are there for each other.parents are the only ones who love us unconditnally,they are willing to forive us for the worst we did.love them and respect them.

8. Marriage, i am a bit reluctant about it.I feel its a perfect union of two souls who become one soul two bodies.Some of the folks have misinterpreted the term .They have used it for all kinds of atrocities which makes me afraid like any other girl .

9.I will not change myself for anyone.I do not believe in changing in love.whether for good or bad, you cant expect your artner to change for your ease and comfort.

10 I love the feeling of love...as I said hundreds of times before , i cant live without love.none of us can but a few clam they can. i do not take the risk of even sayin it...love is all i need.

Love keeps me alive..

Love is what keeps me alive,
It is my morning sunshine,
It is my lullaby at night,
It is the food for my soul,
It is the song for my heart.

I can't think of life without love,
The world is full of " phoniness"
Its graves people carry in their hearts,
Love in hearts had died long back,
Mere beauitful skeletons are they left.

My fantasy remains to breathe pure love,
Men are sick with power,money and lust.
It suffocates me to listen what their dead hearts have to say,
The faces behind faces are ugliest to bear,
Horrible faces are what they possess inside.

A little hut on prairies above the mountains,
let me escape into the world of peace,
The innocence and harmony be my state of being,
Like a lamb , let me not be crushed by devils,
I am a misfit, let me go away !!!!!!

When i can't feel love ,my soul cries,
When people pretend being good, my heart bleeds,
My inner self shakes up to see horrendous inside them,
Let me be free, Its not my world,just not mine.

I fail to adjust , I give up to change,
Let me be the love saviour,let it not be extinct.
Enough, i had..I really had enough.
Love is what i sing , i breathe,i eat and I drink.
If you can't bestow love, do not pretend to be.