rainy day...please come again

Some people walk in the rain, others just get wet.

      “It takes both rain and sunshine to make a Rainbow.”

Many a man curses the rain that falls upon his head, and knows not that it brings abundance to drive away the hunger

The really nice breezes blow through my body and into my soul

The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.

Don't threaten me with love, baby. Let's just go walking in the rain.”

“How often have I lain beneath rain on a strange roof, thinking of home.”
 

      “I've seen fire and I've seen rain, I've seen sunny days I thought would never end, I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend, but I always thought I'd see you again”

Anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain.

20 Random questions

1 - Where were you three hours ago ?

- In " Meeting Room ",watching cricket with colleagues with my fingers crossed,enjoying the facial expressions more than the match..hehee..

2- Is there anything pink within 10 feet from you ?

- Ummm...one of my colleagues is wearing pink dress.I am in green today,environment friendly,you see..

3 - what are you wearing right now ?

- Green short kurti and black leggings.

4. What are the colours of your bedroom wall ?

- Purple....I love purple.

5 -Who is the last person you sent a message ?

- My best buddy , Rohit who calls me daily, no matter what.

6 -What does your last text message says ?

- I am bored..............

7 -Can you taste the difference between pepsi and coke ?

- hehehe..i can't.

8- Is your hair straight or curly ?

- Straight ...

9 - what is the hardest thing you ever had to do ?

- ummm.....actually ,there are so many...Making decisions are the hardest thing for me..

10- Favourite 2 colour combination ?

- white and blue

11-what is your favourite accessory ?

- m crazzzzy about bags.

12- what is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning ?

- I am going to have a great day today...

13 - Favourite food ?

South Indian food, Angel and me both love it.

14 - Biggest turn off ?
     Lies.....

15 - what do you always have on you /wear ?
- nothing as such...

16 -what does your screen name mean ?

Enchantress is a mystical and magical lady who practices magic .

17 - Favourite style of top ?

- Girly...

18 - what does your dream bedroom look like ?

like dis.

19- what is your favourite tv show ?

I watch anything and everything leaving sports and discovery.

20- what was the best compliment you ever got ?

- " A girl straight out of my dreams " someone told me...hehee..

that gal told me...

The Best Feeling in the world is when you know your Heart is smiling 


When two souls are meant to be as one,a mysterious power will bring them together , no matter how far apart.


If i had to pick one day in my life to live forever,it would be the day you first held me in your arms and made me feel alive again.


Small miracles happen every day , you just have to be willing to see them.


If man wants woman to be his Angel,he should create heaven for her.


Love is about realizing that an imperfect person can make your life perfect.

hehehehe....

A big bear hug to all of you for being there for me when i turn to be an " idiotic child " !!

Its a special day today...Its Ted's Birthday...Ted,Bebo's soul mate...I dono why i love this sweet and cute couple..the childhood love..It makes me go awwww...
Get married jaldi se...

Tomorrow ,is yet another special day ,Its Dip's Bday..A Divaa, a wonderful soul who can always bring a smile on your face by her sweet,innocent and naughty ways.Wish you all the world's happiness..You too get married to Rish...And buy yourself great stuff tomorrow.

Mom Dad are talking about my marriage...I don't know why but I can't take all this lightly as Angel asked me to take.I am sorry mom cause i am being very rude to you but i am sure things would fall in place and you would love the one i have choose  to be your " Son in law".

I am sorry but it hurts me like hell...As being said " The root of anger is always fear " I fear leaving you mum dad...
This is what I am , silly or stupid may be...But i do love my family a lot.And i even know I am not the first girl on earth who would be leaving her parent's home.
I am trying to discover the " marriage phobia " in me..Its been with me since my childhood.

Oh...me...again, i have started talking about sad things..
Let me stop here..

Dips and Bebo,you are like my barbie dolls i adore and love....Wish you all the world's happinesss and hope we meet up some day.
xoxo

should i do something crazzzzyyyy

Yeah ,

Should i do smthng crazy like breaking the pc ....breaking my favourite things..tearing my personal diary....or how about " cutting my veins " don't worry " i am not gonna kill myslef"

just let me feel how much it hurts to see yourself bleeding cause anyways my heart is bleeding...

I so...much hate the word " Marriage " Angel had changed my views to a great extent. I had actually started believing its a wonderful thing to be with your love all your Life.I had actually started loving and admiring the Newly wed couples and I even did felt immense love for the kids with them.

All of a sudden..I am hating myself...I am hating this world.....I am hating everything....
Angel and me did not had a fight...
And i don't know I don't wana share what has happened...

I just told Angel about it...

My blog is 100 post old...

I pamper my Blog like a baby ......
                                              and my baby is 100 post old today......


Going back to the first step of my baby was a song of loneliness ,crying and shouting for help on a Lonely island which was my home.
I wanted to be heard , to be loved , to be hugged when i am weak , to be pampered as i am still a kid.Never did imagined , my journey would take me so far...


Thanking all of you for bearing with the miseries i had in my life and holding on to me and supporting me .I am blessed to have you all in my life , you had called names to the bloody bitches in my life which gave me undying support and strength.


i have had days when i cried and you were there to wipe those tears and restore the smiles back to my lips.


you have loved me for what i am ,the undying and selfless love..as if every time i cried,it pinched your heart too.you have celebrated with me the happiness that enlightened me.you helped me realize the true essence of being in love.you all are a food to my soul.


when i had no one to talk to,you guys were always there to hold my hand and listen to all i had to say.


a few words can never define how grateful i am to have found the angels of my life here.


dropping  a tear or two on the keyboard and hugging you all with my thoughts.


my life is beautiful cause i have lovely angels in my life.i can never be a lonely person as you all hold me in your thoughts always.it feels like a truly special relationship, i share with you.we have never met or talked actually but still we are so close to each other's heart. we are the first to know about each other's happiness or miseries.here,i am sharing with you my first post which would speak about my journey


somewhere on the lonely island


i wanted to celebrate my 100 th post but here i am actually in tears.blessed,truly blessed i am.

celebrating innocence

99 th post...wordless

feels like i have white wings

I feel i have all of a sudden got white wings on my shoulders..
Imagining myself to be an Angel , God's own child.
Quite a months back,I used to be very annoyed when anyone on the earth connoted me as " Childish " 
But ,
what i have realized is all the world's adults and grown ups are searching for the child within them or someone who can help them re live  the childhood days.
I always talk like a pampered child , credit is all my mum's. She treats me like a " chhota baccha".
Angel also cares for me like a newly born baby.Surprisingly ,people love me for the child i still am.
I am loved for Innocence that continues to live long.Why should i ever grow up ? I can't ever risk for the Love I have in my life.
Sometimes ,I know, I can be too self obsessed..
But , I do love myself a lot.
" To love others , we need to love what we are " 
I feel like an Angel with white wings .
It makes me feel awesomely awesome that I can bring a smile on few faces because of stupidity I do or child like ,baby like things I talk about.


P.S - Angel and me talked a lot after  a long time , Felt like I am holding his hands,looking into his eyes and saying nothing ,what i love to do.
P.P.S - A friend made me feel on top of the world .
P.P.P.S - I love you 

life..as i know it !!

there is no chaos in the universe , there is a purpose fr everything dat has evr happened to u n everything dat vl evr happen to u


I truly believe in the lines above..There is a reason behind anything and everything that happens with us.


I feel one's life can't be limited to late night chatting on fb or daily,monotonous office schedule.there has to be something divine and majestic about life ,about every single life.


God had not sent us here to earn money , neither to cry or crib .


life is lived in moments.at the end , what we remember is not how many Euros or Dollars we had earned but how many times did we smiled :) 


life is not just about days,weeks and months.


trying to explore the true meaning of my life.did you ever felt some folks have an entirely majestic aura about them.we get attracted towards a person for no reason but something draws us towards them.


why does it happen !! how do they manage to attract love wherever they go !! 


i have endless discussions and debates with myself every single second and people say , " I am quiet" :) 

reasons not to stop smiling...

U never knw hw strong u r
until being strong is d only choice u have..♥
 
what matters is not how strongly you face the reality but how happily have you accepted the truth...There are reasons to smile beyond Angel..
 
when i look at myself early morning , i say to myself " have a great day Beautiful ".
 
i smile when i play with the li'l princess who lives near my home,whom angel too loves alot.Its a blessing how she comes and hugs me if  i happen to meet her after a few days,her cute voice which says " aap ko meri yaad nhi aati.."
 
i smile when angel's friends do call me and say ," we are here for you anytime you need us and do remmeber you are not alone"
 
i got a call from one of his friends who got married two years back , I told them my holi is spent hiding inside a room .lolzzz...she said , " Next year onwards you won't get the chance to hid yourself" .I blushed,like i always do when marriage stuff is talked about.
 
one of the things i really adore about my love is how he keeps his promises.Angel  had promised to call me daily atleast once from u.s and he keeeps it.
 
it makes me smile when i see how my mum gets worried when i am not smiling.she tries every possible thing to restore that missing smile on my face.
 
i smile when my li'l bro,comes to me, hugs me and says , " where have you been ,don't see you much since you joined office" lolzz...when we do eat and sleep together.
 
when i see " purple " i smile..as if my soul's colour is purple or somewhat blue..
 
i smile when i feel how loved i am by my friends , how they hold me tightly when i need them the most and always bring back that smile on my face.
 
i smile whenever i feel the bloggers i have met here are real human beings , they actually do exist.this world ,which is so majestic and paradise like actually is on my own planet.
 
smiling...

First time ever

It is the first time ever...ever since i talked to angel...

it was november 25, 2009 we talked for the first time..

and...

since that day..

its the first time i have not heard from him since morning...
its the first time i did not got a " good morning" text and a warm hug early morning..
its the first time my messages are not answered back since hours...
its the first time ,I call him and it says " the number you are trying to reach has been switched off "
its the first time i did not heard " i love you"
its the first time ,i am not been asked i had my breakfast ,i did my lunch.hows the day at office...

i am dying each moment...

God spoke to me...

i am not a religious person...i believe in god that resides within us..our soul !!
but i saw miracles today,i felt God talking to me directly.i wanted to visit temple as angel is going to leave tonight.i wanted to pray for us..

i was crying sitting there infront of god..i visited iskcon temple.i asked him for strength and love and grace .i had tears in my eyes and i told him " i want you to send me angels from heaven to spread love around me so that i can compensate for the love that would i be missing.

i closed my eyes and i had around hundred tiny tots running both my sides ,silently making themselves seated in bhawan.they all passes me innocent smiles as if telling me " we have come from heaven for you"

it was god speaking to me...

i got him a shirt,his favourite red colour.i met him and cried.i was silent and had nothing to say.he told me to be mum's good gal and not to fight with her.
to start studying for my exams , to enjoy with my friends , to be strong and not let tears touch my eyes.

i felt special coz out of all the people who were waiting for him to meet before leaving ,he met me..i know 24 hours were less for him today but he created 25th hour for me..

i love you and our love would grow more ...
Its a promise i would smile,i would be strong and i would not cry...

:)

my friends are all so much concerned about me..they make me feel these three months would just fly away with their love and support :)

Me-  " All my friends,most of them guys are ready to entertain me on weekends till you come back.
He - " Should I call them..Are they really concerned or they are taking advantage of it ;)

A friend told me " you are very very cute adorable, always gives best vibes in d world to me

your smile can anyones' day..

very sensitive, caring, lvs family too mch, cares for friends...evn 4 invisible lik me.."

It made me go awwwwwwwwww :) 

His friends too are like " we'll hang out na , till he returns...Don't worry " :) 

One gal is J of me..I can make out that.keeping myself at her place,it does hurts that suddenly a gal has become most important person in your best friend's life.

But looking at how I feel,the way i make him feel,you never could and that's the reason I got that place :) 

dono to b hapy or nt to b ..

Its easy advising , " you should be happy,do not behave like a kid ".but its not easy accomplishing.angel is going to u.s for a few months.i know its progressive for his career and future.but i am not happy or i dono know i am happy or not.its a long time ...

do not know how to be normal..i am being wierd but i really can't help.its just not that easy for me.you can expect lots of rona dhona stuff on my blog now onwards till angel returns.

angel says " you are my strong baby".i wana prove i am not..i'm gonna miss u like hell.

This is my wish for you:


" Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know ...yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”

be back soon

blessed

blessed am i to have discovered heavens in this otherwise meaningless existence.i feel so much like my own world when i am on blogger.met the most beautiful souls all over the world at the same place.

70 followers...thankieee angels <3 you guys make my life so very beautiful and worth living.

bebo - read her , a beautiful soul with a perfect relationship and i feel she coins with my heart.i could relate to each word she wrote.the fears about marriage and happiness of being with your love till forever.blessed was the day i discovered dis beautiful girl.

Ria - a gorgeous lady so much in love with his guy,hubby now.she makes me realise how beautiful the life is ,its just that sometimes we fail to look at the beautiful things around.

Dipto - naughty ,chirpy girl like a butterfly who keeps flying and spreading love and happiness all over.i remember she was the one to follow me and it was a pleasure as i had just begun blogging.love you dipto.

Meher - someone whom i look upto.she knows loving life and her blogs make you feel how special you are to this world.she tells us to love ourselves.

SG  a beautiful human being with undying desire to live life.Immensely blessed ,explosive talent and yet so down to earth.love you gal.

B.A - a wonderful person who always manages to leave a mark on your blog whether displaying stupidity or love or anger.your presence on my blog makes me stronger.thanks for being there always.

Shanu - mind blowing human being.fun to be with,someone who talks about sensible things  and yet is so very close to heart.people who make you feel special and become special .

haze  my newly discovered love.wonderful girl,so much in love with a very cute blog.

My angels...

70 angels...this one is dedicated to all of you.

Love her..when she sips on your coffee.she only wants to make sure it tastes just right for you.

Love her...when she is jealous.out of all the guys she can have,she choose you.

Love her...when she has annoying habits that drive you nuts,you have them too.

Love her...when her cooking is bad,she tries for you.

Love her...when she makes you watch corny love dramas while the sport is on,she wants to share these moments with you.

Love her...when she spends hours to get ready,she only wants to look her best with you.

Love her...when often her eyes water suddenly,she actually had a thought of loosing you.

Take time to make her feel special.

what i do not like to feel

when i am surrounded by people and i feel alone.I always fall short of words and i whisper to myself " why,why are you behaving such weird?Is it really fun hurting yourself or you are the only creature who loves to stay in pain?why do you always have to stay away from others.why is it you let folks misunderstand you.

Why are you always fine accepting what has been given.why can't you negotiate your own happiness.

And i am speechless.

As i am still searching for the answers.

love took me years ahead

we all have fantasies and dreams close to our heart for the special day of our life,when we become two bodies one soul,a day which changes our entire life and life to arrive.

marriages in church are something i adore and see myself as a Christian bride in my dreams quite often.The simplicity of getting knot in a bond in-front of Christ,the beautiful,princess like gown you get to wear that keeps floating on the floor much after you have crossed a few steps.so much divine and heavenly !

Engagement day is no ordinary day either.i love that feeling of touching each other's hands and the ecstasy of the moment.its a beautiful day i feel.Its been said the duration between engagement and marriage is the most remembered and cherished .

love beaches..my honeymoon has always been in waters in all my dreams.Just me and him,nobody around far away till we can see together.the complete isolation of two people in love.

finally, a little princess i live for.something that would make me happiest girl,oops,a woman on earth.

Angel calls me a rabbit.like dis.

I love being a rabbit for you my leopard !!

dream to die for..

My angel saw a dream which makes me love more and more..