are we perfect for each other ?

Are we perfect for each other ?

I know how to keep myself quiet when you are bursting out in anger...You know just the right words when i need to be consoled..

I do understand your heart is a closed chamber of secrets...You know I am an open book....

I know you need love a li'l more when you're stressed ..You understand i never want to be left alone when i am sad...even if it's just the voice I hear from you..

You don't know how to express your love for someone...I can read your eyes..

I express myself in an extrovert way...I can't hide things from you....You say things when the time is just Right and you know it would make me the happiest..

Your love for me is  Intense...My love for you is Madness.

pearls of wisdom..

The influence of negative people in your life could be life shattering..Even when they do not speak a word..their silence is enough to destroy your inner tranqulity.stay away from them..

At times ,I even feel pity for such people..as happiness to them is momentary.they can never live their lives as normal people do.they are always surrounded by ill will and negativity.Nothing good actually happens with them as their thoughts are always taking them towards their own destruction..They can never be true friends..as they can't trust anyone in this world..not even thier own selves.

Annoying others comes naturally to them..don't be fooled by believing they are doing it knowingly..its a living style for them..You can see hatred in their eyes even when they are simling aloud.They would always keep an eye on you...as they wonder how can people stay happy in this meaningless world.

Love is completely lacking in thier lives..as negativity can survive only where love doesn't stay..They created the devil inside themselves..Any event in your life can either make you better or worse..it depdens on how you take it.

The best way to deal with such people is simply ignore them..As if they do not exist..Try avoiding any sort of conversation with them as it is the best medium of passing on negativity to another person.Don't even think about changing them..its not worth the effort.It has possibilities of transforming you into a naegative one..

Inorder to keep your mind aloof of the negative vibes they spread , read inspiring stories , talk to positive souls and keep reminding yourslef " i am a positive human being " " I have full control over my life " " I get everything i want in my life "

Although the power of positivity is too strong a force to be captivated by negativity but as being positive is being compassionate , being kind and being generous.Negative Influences can be harsh on us.

I hate people who say , " this world is a bad place to live in " I feel like telling them , " Why the hell are you alive then".What we say , we pass on to the universe.when I say " The world is full of love " I send positive energy in the world..and the universe around us starts creating what we thought about and vice versa..So, when we say " We are surrounded by crooks "..it becomes a reality.

Even when i say , " I hate negative peopele" I attract them more in my life..So, the rule is simple..simply avoid them.The world is like a huge market..it has good and it has bad..All we need to do is choose..what we want in our life..and simply ignore by not giving any feeling of hatred or jealosuy or ill will to the things we do not like.Life is simple , we insist on making it complicated..

unheard story ..

" Am i fooling myself by believing i am god's special child " said she to herself , rolling her hair locks in her second finger.She believed in fairy tales ever since she first opened her eyes.Got hurt , got traumatized ,she cried and withered but she knew deep inside her heart that fairy tales do come true.


there were friends who made fun of her innocence , there were colleagues who took away her credit , there were relatives who always tried to pull her down but something always made her believe there is someone who would realize that the piece of rock lying among the coals is a shining diamond.


she could read minds.when someone came closer and told her , " you're naive" .she knew he had like to steal away benefits.she kept quiet.she was patient.she had faith..faith of the unseen and unheard.Her efforts are not going to be in vain.


Fortunately ,her dream world became her reality.she never had to come out of the dream world she lived in rather she pulled people inside her world.All those who were enticed by her simplicity and plainness were a part of her fairy land.There came an Angel who was lost in himself.He was attracted to the simplicity associated with her.She took no time to realize he is the one,he is the one who could see what jewel she was.They fell madly in love with each other.


" my beliefs carved the world around me " she said to herself.She is not meant for the ordinary.It takes a heart to understand her.Logic and Reason are foreign languages to her.Emotion is only what can rule her.she gets hurt by small things..she is happy for trivial of all matters.its only the smallest of things that matter to her.Her world is charismatic and unreachable.You'll never understand her completely as she has nothing to hide and yet there is so much to her.


She is someone who looks at the world with colorful glares.everything around her is beautiful and if it isn't she never would be a part of it.She is here and she isn't.The soft spoken and silent girl has a mysterious heart.Her dreams do not let her get worried for trivialities outside.She has seen all her dreams transform into a reality  , All she has is faith , faith in her dreams..

i wana cum back to life...

I wana come back to my life..I wana breathe once again....I wana live one more time...


The lost and lonely girl has got her ways....her destiny has reached her...someone called her name from far far away and promised to walk the journey of life with her..she trusts the voice she just heard..and her world seems to have stopped waiting for him to come...come back , angel...i am here...

I want to spend my days with my first love , books..I wana read Twilight Series once again...i wana get back to love..Jane Austen , Virginia Woolf , Robin Sharma or Rhonda Byrne...I feel like spreading all my books...on my bed...and sleeping with the fragrance of love.....

I want to feel the waters...they make me feel lively...they make me feel love is all round me...i wana walk besides the waters with you....I wana go on talking endlessly all night....I wana just keep looking inside your deep dark eyes...I wana lie down wrapped in your arms..till forever..

I want to get back in shape...YES..YES..YES..faster, quicker..my inspiration is back...the one who adores every inch of me is coming back....i am not going to disappoint him....Planning to join yoga class as i need to be peaceful too.....

It feels like my heart was bleeding since long..and someone just got a bandage for my wounded heart...aaaaah....its so much relief.....I am back to life......

I so wana go for a girl's night out before getting married...yeah , i never had a night out with my girlfriends....I wana live my life as a bachelor before i get married....

I am looking forward for some great surprises for him...something like a wonderful day together...just me and him...something we would always remember....and smile....

towards the end...I want to  propose you...Will you marry me , My Love !! I promise to be yours forever.....

h-a-p-p-y e-x-c-i-t-e-d n-e-r-v-o-u-s

y-e-s
I a-m h-a-p-p-y

he is coming back "october 5 " is the day !! i am happy as finally we are going to be together,we are going to hold hands ..i am falling short of words....

i wana plan a few surprises for him..need your help...

and yeah....nothing can separate us now....

2 great reasons to b happyyyyy

Yay !!

So , Finally I am going to interact with the first member of my new family...I am super excited and super nervous..

She came to know about me just a few days back..And I did received such a warm welcome from her.She posted on her social networking sites that she got rakhi gift in advance and she is feeling on top of the world as the gift she got is someone special..And yeah , she is Angel's cousin , a very close one..

Isn't it heart warming !! And I had a pampering day yesterday...got pampered through spa's in parlour...it was such a relaxing experience.

So, I am happy....My current mood is " H-A-P-P-Y"

My brother's birthday is near...and so is Bebo's..on the same day - August 13...I am excited...Two Leo People who love themselves a lot and people term thier self love as Selfish attitude...Na....Leo's aren't that bad..They always support what they feel is right and can go beyond set boundaries to prove they are RIGHT..

They get mature much before their age...That's what i feel about Leo's..May be due to their ever experimental nature..

Read somehwere , Capricorns and Leo's can never be good friends...eh ? Me and my brother go really well together despite the differences...Yes , Fire and Earth can be together !!

I love this relationship in my LIFE...me and my brother...I value and respect it.I wish him all the world's happiness....And loads of joy to bebo too.....God bless my two Special Angels...

it can hurt me too...

I feel stuck.I feel lost.I feel wierd.I think a lot.I think about all the trivial things that hardly matter in my life.If you tell me this is right because it is logical and practical ,forget that anything reached my ears.If you tell me the same thing because it would make so and so happy , i would do it whole heartedly.logic and reason are foreign lanuages to me.


If you tell me , this would bring us luxuries , i would say no..But if you say this would bring us contentment , i would be happy too.


this is the way i am...i am easy to be fooled..all you need is play with words..tell me you do care...tell me its linked with feelings and emotions rather than reason and logic.


I might be talking all bullshit.But , here i am allowed to do...This is my happy place..where i always go back smiling.


I am a lazy bum..I am being neglegient about my looks...be it the weight i have put on , be it my hairs or my skin.


I am not loving myself ..as the one who made me feel i am beautiful is miles away from me..Its been 200 days or so....Its been a lifetime for me....


Don't expect me to be normal after all this...I am a human after all....

why blame MEN !!

I just over heard two women talking in a metro. One of the most entertaining things in the world is to hear two women gossiping. They were fighting with each other very politely. One said , “ My son is working with so and so Company drawing a package of 10.5 lk” Another said , “ My son is working as a Vice President with HSBC Bank “.They were looking at girls in metro and wondering who could be a better match for my son . Women are going to be Women.lol

We girls are always comparing men around us. Aren’t we ? When we were in schools , we talked about our dads..when we grew up , we talked about our bf’s – how mine is better than yours. Later , husbands , sons and sons in law.

We have our own flaws. Why blame Men always !

all i need...

Life is being a li'l diplomatic at my end .. it knows well how incomplete I am without him yet it keeps us apart.....


we do fight a lot .. nothing is clear...when is he coming back , when are we getting married , what am i doing next , where am i getting my PhD Degree from - India or U.S , NOTHING IS CLEAR


I am trying to be happy ...although i fail every time...


all i need is him...

some happy quotes for myself ...

 And i did realized nothing else matters ....

Now , i do understand the most painful things of all is when you both are dying to meet each other and circumstances don't let you be together...


He did told his Boss , " My three kids are alone there ( His mom , dad and me ) and i so much adore him for the kind of person he is...a pure soul , a genuine heart and a wonderful human being !!


We discuss about Marriage seriously now...He asked me when do you wana get married in November or March next year ?


I said , " I can't stay away ....that's all i know... "


I know I am talking all about sad sad things.....and I know things would be perfect !!! More beautiful than our dreams....we would be the happiest couple around !!


I am trying to stay happy.....trying hard.....