read the lines somewhere and they are so stuck in my heart...
i am here , you are there - one of us is in the wrong place
can't express but what i am feeling at the moment is a strange feeling...i have actually never felt ever before ! i am lost , the happiness is too much to express..the fear resides in my heart...of being accepted by the new family..worries about the new home and new life to come..
there is so much to share with him, so much to do when he is here and there is a weird feeling..of how would i handle this happiness..if i am expecting too much , would i get hurt too !
he said today , " i had to come cause mom dad are not happy , you aren't happy ,I see your worried face in my dreams " .he has proved it that family matters to him more than money..
and we had lovey dovey talks early in the morning..when i was half asleep...in baby like voice..we did hugged for long...through phone..i am craving for you...we love doing simple , silly things..nose to nose..kiss on ears..moving fingers in hairs...playing with each other's fingers ,having thumb fights,lying down in each other's arms , hiding inside blankets and whispering i love you..
even silliest of all , i love having ice creams with him..the way he looks at me and the way i blush..the way he says you looked beautiful when you were removing hairs from your cheeks ,you looked gorgeous when the headlights fell on you and you cheeks shined with a tint of red , the way i tell him i want to see your dimple smile , how i suddenly get myself wrapped in his arms , how i look at our hands together and how perfectly mine fits in yours...how madly i am in love with you...
there are unsaid things between us..we both understand but never said...when a guy tries to steal a look of mine from the car running next to us..and i can see you speeding up ,all of a sudden with that angry look and when i ask you " what" all you say is nothing...
i know you love me when i say stupid things that make you laugh...you do know sometimes ,i say them knowingly just to see you smile...just like one yesterday..
me - i have to go shopping..i don't have any clothes to wear.
him - really ! what are keeps lying in the cupboard then ..
me - vo sab gande hain
him - dho lo unhe
me - nahi
him - mitti me kheli thi tum..jo kapde gande ho gaye..
me - hehehe..
we are cute ! actually , i make you cute..hehehe...but yeah , i can't imagine a day without you..and i am dying to start our new life together.