happliciouss

the kind of goosebumps we get after coming back home from a friend's wedding...we all are mature adults now..but still we can re create those childish moments when we gang up together...pleasure of being friends..


a close frnd got married..and she was looking like a pretty doll..i have so much to do before the d day..i need to be in shape..i wana look the prettiest i ever looked before...so that none could have the courage to take their eyes away from me..aaah...my silly dreams...


and unknowingly...they all come true...i feared being the first in my gang to get married...one of my collegues just got married..another school friend who is very close to my heart is getting tied in knots too...so..the delay in mine could be due to my secret wishes of getting married after a few friends are done..


we create destinty...one more instance...


angel has left for u.s again..but this time it was him who had tears in his eyes...my pain is inside..or i am letting it not come out..but there is instilled deep faith inside my soul that we'll be together soon...this would be the last test we need to pass...the last distance between us..the last time we are parted by destiny...


i have immense faith in god...as he had always fulfiled all my wishes...i have faith in god..


i need prayers...

v need time...

It will take time...

we are waiting...as we do not want to begin our new lives by annoying our loved ones...

we are waiting for you all to say " YES "

testing..testing...god testing...

Dear God ,
You are  testing our love...You needs to be sure yourself ! I have complete faith in you...

Its you who sent the Angel in my life and its you who would make him stay for forever...I have undying faith in you....

sick , tired , annoyed...

oh..i am sooo soooo tired of waiting...have i asked for the whole world to sink in an ocean..naaah...nt yet..just that i want to live with my love..is it too much to ask for ?


super annoyed...i am  tired of all the questions my friends asks me ,tired of all the worries mom carries while talking to me...tired of listening " wait " ...


I feel Angel is taking things lightly..or he is hiding something from me which he suspects would hurt me..he needs to go back to U.S..and the wait still continues..feels like estragon and vladmir in " waiting for godott" 


is there anyone who understands me...who cares to see behind my smile...