Monday, April 23

a hurt soul..

dreams of being together as one..I had dreams of being a loving daughter in law for his parents.I always thought of a perfect family , a perfect married life even when i had not met him.Meeting him changed my life :) he was a dream come true..I started living in my own dream world as my prince charming came into my real life from the dreamworld..


but....


I forgot i can't stay there in my dreams always..i will have to face the reality.When we made up our mind to get married ,destiny had plans to test us.If you've been reading me since long ,you know i have waited for an year now for him to return back to India.somehow things seem to be falling apart but i ain't giving up .He is my only angel and we'll be together by hook or by crook.


Some bastards and bitches are making up stories and causing problems between our families.His mom thinks i am one of those girls who date guys for **** reasons.we did everything to convince her ! She believes i would spoil their family ..and god knows what all.you know the feeling when you're blamed for something you never did or have no intention ever of doing it.


It kills.....


parents are waiting for me to give them a final answer as of what's going on between us.It's only time that would make her understand i love only angel and he is my life.i won't be breathing without him.Things get worse when he goes quiet.he does that when his stress overcomes his ability to take any more.


patience ,faith and trust on each other...


All we need for the moment..holding on to each other.waiting for the storm to pass..and rainbow of happiness to shine and make our lives colourful I am not giving up ,fighting till I can..Things would be awesome some day.God made us meet for a reason..to be there for each other forever..


we will win.....

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NEsyr6fmHxA

Jack said...

Nikita,

Wish you all the best. I know that there are persons who take vicarious pleasure in upsetting a nicely sailing boat. Only hope it that you both are clear in your mind about what you wish for. If you so wish, you may contact me to give you suggestions for overcoming hurdles.

Take care