Sunday, July 15
its my place....
Its my place...my peaceful place...i won't be sharing all this to my closest of friends what i do here...none of my relatives or fast friends are allowed to read me here...
had you been so good to me . i won't need to write it here...so if you know me personally as a hi hello friend , don't come here often and if you please to come , don't show me sympathy...i don't need any friends to console..i am very strong myself.
and after all its only we ourselves who can help us..people can advise you..but wont walk for you..
i am strongly allergic to people who who constantly talk about problems..other people's problems as if it makes them happier that we are not the only one suffering...come on get a LIFE !!
Angel...i won't be talking about him today !
i have realized today that best way to live life is not to expect only the best to happen but keeping reminding yourself how worse it could be too..it helps you face the bad..
i am happy inside..meditating a lot these days..i go to satsangs too which is usually a place for old women , they all stare at me as of what i am doing there but as long as it makes me feel better , i do not really care..
i watch astha channel too , i am a spiritual person..i don't like all the dhongi babas there but i admire Brahma Kumaris , its awe inspiring show..
it said that any relationship of your life thats paining you...instead of working on outside..work inside, talk to that soul and tell her " i forgive you for all you did to me, please forgive me for all that i did to you too , i am sending you love , peace and happiness through my thoughts , i want to heal your pain and i want to have a happy and peaceful relationship with you "
i have been practising it. will let you know if it works...
i am keeping monday fasts too...they say you get the guy you want in marriage..
fingers crossed...my faith shall work wonders..i truly beilieve..
love you alll...thanks...i missed you all...