Sorry frenz,
i had been away from blogging since long , have not heard from all of you since long , miss reading your spaces too..
i had to be back..as my pain is killing me inside..2012 had started as worst as it could be..saw two deaths in a month , lost an aunt , a very dear one , she was too young to go..
and now , my nest friend , my secret holder , my all time favorite ,my pet , Jill left us all on January 6.She was like my own child ,such a calm baby she was..never did hurt a single soul..
nobody is there to receive me home licking my arms n feet ,wagging her tails and the unconditional love to share..she was an angel who brought happiness to our lives , never did anything that could bring us pain..
i should not compare..but i have seen dogs who create mess at the home they live..we could leave Jill all day long at home alone and never worry a thing would be missing..
she was a beautiful soul..all my relatives and friends had tears in their eyes when they came to know about her..she had such immense love and attachment with everyone around..
and in those moments of terrible pain , you realize how strong family bonds you have..We hide in bathrooms and cry , so that mom won't see us cry..the pain would multiply for her as one child is dead and other three are in pain..
we talk about all the things...yet we have only Jill in our minds..we are trying to hide the pain so that another could heal..
they are such beautiful animals..dogs indeed are man's best friend..he was born at our home , we delighted to hear her bark for the first time , we used to sit all around her when she just learned to walk to see whom she reaches first..how can one let go all those lovely memories..
we did applied tika to her at all pooja's at home ..she was a family..always..
why did god took away her from us ? ? why ??
all i wish is she takes a rebirth as a princess somewhere,may all the world's happiness kiss her feet...she was such a wonderful soul..
she was the one who came and constantly kept barking on me when she saw me crying..till i wept them and smiled..
she won't be back ever again..it pains my heart..it kills me inside..all we are left with is memories of having a small angel at our home :)
may god bless her with all the happiness ,love and care..she was a gem..
i had been away from blogging since long , have not heard from all of you since long , miss reading your spaces too..
i had to be back..as my pain is killing me inside..2012 had started as worst as it could be..saw two deaths in a month , lost an aunt , a very dear one , she was too young to go..
and now , my nest friend , my secret holder , my all time favorite ,my pet , Jill left us all on January 6.She was like my own child ,such a calm baby she was..never did hurt a single soul..
nobody is there to receive me home licking my arms n feet ,wagging her tails and the unconditional love to share..she was an angel who brought happiness to our lives , never did anything that could bring us pain..
i should not compare..but i have seen dogs who create mess at the home they live..we could leave Jill all day long at home alone and never worry a thing would be missing..
she was a beautiful soul..all my relatives and friends had tears in their eyes when they came to know about her..she had such immense love and attachment with everyone around..
and in those moments of terrible pain , you realize how strong family bonds you have..We hide in bathrooms and cry , so that mom won't see us cry..the pain would multiply for her as one child is dead and other three are in pain..
we talk about all the things...yet we have only Jill in our minds..we are trying to hide the pain so that another could heal..
they are such beautiful animals..dogs indeed are man's best friend..he was born at our home , we delighted to hear her bark for the first time , we used to sit all around her when she just learned to walk to see whom she reaches first..how can one let go all those lovely memories..
we did applied tika to her at all pooja's at home ..she was a family..always..
why did god took away her from us ? ? why ??
all i wish is she takes a rebirth as a princess somewhere,may all the world's happiness kiss her feet...she was such a wonderful soul..
she was the one who came and constantly kept barking on me when she saw me crying..till i wept them and smiled..
she won't be back ever again..it pains my heart..it kills me inside..all we are left with is memories of having a small angel at our home :)
may god bless her with all the happiness ,love and care..she was a gem..